But that night, I found myself standing outside his door clutching a pillow. "What do you want?" He had just showered and was only wearing athletic shorts. He put down his towel when he saw me. "I'm scared." I pointed at the thunder outside. "And?" He lit a cigarette, looking at me. "Can I stay in the same room as you?" I lived in a corner of the living room, using the couch as a bed with a makesh