He froze for a moment, then stepped back. "Your heart's racing from just this little distance? Never been close to a man before?" "I...I don't know." "Weren't you pretty cozy with that fat guy earlier? Calling him uncle, letting him teach you hands-on. You didn't seem nervous then." He snorted, wetting a towel at the sink and roughly washing his face, then dunking his head under the faucet. "He's