I’ve always held onto one conviction: I could have even accepted Deng Jiazhe's infidelity. What I can't understand, what I will never accept, is why he would try to kill me. Without his orders, Zhao Mingzhen would never have found the courage to drive that needle into my skull. The thought made me want to tear that venomous bitch Zhao Mingzhen to pieces. *Don't worry,* I vowed to myself, *I'll mak