But ever since what happened with him and Lu Xinran, my body had started to instinctively reject him. He rolled over to me, but... nothing. After a long silence, he got out of bed, pulled on his robe, and lit a cigarette on the balcony. Lying in bed, a hollow, indescribable feeling settled in my chest. I rose and went to him, wrapping my arms around him from behind and pressing my body against his